What if.......

what if ,  i broke down
what if ,  I cry alone
what if , I was left alone
what if , my whole life got shattered
no one literally no one will be coming to me
and no will be asking  how I feel, With no  love
left in me , abandoned like a broken doll .
 They won't understand me or my felling
they only know how to be a backward person
 with zero brain and only own mental disbalance
I don't want any of your sympathy or
your disgraceful words , i want my peaceful  life
that you took away and never returned back.

Hoping that i always remember you as a bad lesson
with no more memories left in my shattered heart............